* he seems to have something that is motivating him. --he sees it too..
* I see something that is getting him to want to be recognized, to be known.
* 	does he give it to God? 
* He seems to says that it's God.. he's SO sure!
	<<I'm not>>
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Balancing the Christian life:mysticism: pg 67-68
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* He doesn't seem to have pure motives..
* he doesn't seem to have a descent base..
* has he looked at his faith?
* he knows some.. maybe i haven't seen enough of him..
* what is driving him?!

* does he know[experiencially] the real power of God to change and transform,
  to rely on him & his power fully!


<<what it's not:
* i doubt it's something from this past..
* is it real? i think so!